Last Monday, December 7, at 9:50 a.m., our beautiful little girl, our lovely miniature dachshund, Little Lady - affectionately known as "Button" - died in my wife's arms. She was 19 years old; just two weeks away from her 20th birthday.
As she lay in her favorite blanket on my wife's lap as we took her to be blessed after her passing, I kept reaching over to rub her fur and caress under her neck, two things she loved. After the priest blessed her and we took her to the vet for cremation, one of the workers waited calmly and respectfully to take her from me as I held her in the blanket. As me, my wife, and my daugher all cried, I asked my daughter to pull my mask down so I could kiss Button's little black nose one last time. The nose was still wet, and somewhat cold on the chilly, sunny morning. It was my parting from her, my final act of love towards her here on earth.
We did, and the pink ribbons are from that morning.
The spots where her two beds were in the dining room and living room are barren now. She no longer struggles to walk from her bed to her food and water bowls, and everything is much quieter. I - we - feel empty. But I believe - in fact, I know - that we will see "Button" again one day. I firmly believe that, even as I cry so many tears. There was something very special about this 6 pound little girl. Nothing but love ever filled her. She lives that love now in Heaven. Love, Steve
4 Comments
12/12/2020 01:10:47 pm
So beautiful, but, so sad. I remember this feeling with our Mac, so clearly. Feel better. ❤️
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Steve
12/12/2020 01:56:35 pm
Hi Aunt Linda -
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Linda Santuccio
12/16/2020 04:12:48 am
Beautifully written! My thoughts and prayers are with you and Your family.
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Steve
12/24/2020 08:42:24 pm
Linda -
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